muddled thoughts!!!!: September 2005

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

TOTOHANAN NA 'TO!!!

my last saturday's post was a bluff...al's last day was changed to tuesday and that is today, at ang malupit pa pinilit ako ni al na mag-blog today...hehehehe...just jokin'...but in reality i'm really thinkin' bout what will happen in the future pag wla na si alboi palaboi and these are some things that i will miss....

1. ang mga pangungulit...(ang pagtawag sa kin ng mataba! aba, nagsalita!)
2. ang walang kamatayang pagdadala ng breakfast na mcdo...(naku! magugutom na ko nyan)
3. ang pagluluto nya ng pasta especially pag nagcre-crave ako...kahit matagal bago nya magawang maluto, niluluto nya pa din...and ang sarap believe me, one of the best pastas' i've ever tasted (especially ung binigay nya nung bday ko!!! tnx uli)
4. ang pagsama nya sa kin sa pagsho-shopping....kahit lam kong galit na galit na sya kapag matagal akong namimili...sinasamahan pa din nya ko....
5. and last is ung pagsama nya sa church (dapat ko pa ba 'tong isama eh linggo-linggo naman syang magsisimba....tama ba ko al? remember what pastora said?)

there are still many more things that i will miss 'bout alboi, but i can't say it all here....(secret na namin un! *wink* hehehe )

i'm really thankful that i had a chance to know this guy....he will be a treasured forever in my heart....a friend sooo sweet, caring and makulit like me....although he will leave the office, i know magkikita pa din kami while he's here in the Philippines, ayt? seriously, words are not enough to describe how thankful and blessed i am to have such a friend like him....

o tama na lokohan, ung totoo naman......hehehehe........eto ang totoo!!!!!!!!

i luv you friend..... :)

Saturday, September 17, 2005

ANOTHER SAD DAY :(

me and al in cpk
Originally uploaded by crissel.
i'm trying not to be affected by al leaving the company, but hell....i can't do it....first was randy, then ronn, and now al...the closest friends i have here in the office -- GONE just like the wind it just passes....i was not blogging about it coz i don't want to think about it but here it is, this is reality...the feeling sucks!!!

just now, al talked to me and to my other team mates and he told us that today is his last day...nag joke pa si iya na "crissel, naiwan ka na wala ka bang balak na sumunod???" haaaayyyy....sobrang nakakalungkot...i know that all i can see today is al laughing, talking to people, making jokes but inside is a person crying for he will be leaving his friends and his team here, eventhough i know a part of him is happy because at last he will be set free from the four walls of this office inside alboi is a lonely heart and a shocked one believe me....by the way, his last day was only announced today.... :(

i don't know what to feel...when ronn left us, we promised to hold on but i guess holding on also means asking yourself are you still happy....can't blame al for leaving and i always say do what makes you happy and do the things that you think can make you a better person...do it now and do it fast...

now, i'm in front of my pc and tears are falling from my eyes...i'm both happy and sad at the same time, happy that he's moving on and doing what he thinks is right but sad coz all the 3 of them already left me...and still i'm here wandering what i'm doing, what i want to do, what i wanna be...

al, i will be sad coz i will not see you anymore here in the office, wala ng magdadala sa kin ng mcdo and wala na kong kakwentuhan about everything....but i'm sure this will not be the last, i believe in the friendship that we've made di ka naman tulad ni ronn diba....just wanna wish you good luck on your life especially on your chosen path, you know that i will always be here come what may!!!! God bless al....don't forget to go to church every sunday ha para di kita mashado mamiss okei!!! luv yah!!!!

Thursday, September 15, 2005

PEACE MEN!!!!

NOTE: Read this and the INTERVIEW WITH GOD with your headsets on.....

PATHWAYS TO PEACE

Saturday, September 03, 2005

GOD STRUCK

INTERVIEW WITH HIM

IS IT ME???

my bestfriend and i call each other "BABOY" for two reasons, one is we're chubby (it shows believe me)....hehehehe.....and the other is, any term of endearment for bestfriends is too usual and doesn't suit us......that's why we decided to call each other "BABOY".... last sunday baboy gave me an article about the pig zodiac. Even if we're not born under that zodiac we find it very similar with our character......now, wachatink??? is this me or is this me????

PIG

Contrary to its rather negative reputation in the west, the Pig of Chinese astrology may be the most generous and honorable sign of the zodiac. Pigs are nice to a fault and possess impeccable manners and taste. They have so much of the perfectionist in them that others may be inclined to perceive them as snobs, but this is a misconception. Pigs are simply possessed of a truly luxurious nature, one that delights in finery and riches (in surroundings, food, lovemaking, and otherwise.) This sign believes in the best qualities of mankind and certainly doesn't consider itself to be superior. Pigs also care a great deal about friends and family and work hard to keep everyone in their life happy. Helping others is a true pleasure for the Pig, who feels best when everyone else is smiling.

A pig with no one around to appreciate its giving nature is a sad sight. Pigs are so magnanimous, they can appear almost saintly; this can lead some less than-well intentioned souls to stomp all over the sign, and the bad news is, the Pig will take the blows! Pigs make great companions in part because of their refusal to see the more negative or base qualities in a partner, but that rose-colored view can lead to this sign's allowing itself to be taken advantage of. Contrary to their seemingly benign disposition, however, pigs can be quite venomous in response to being crossed by a lover, friend or business partner.

Pigs are highly intelligent creatures, forever studying, playing and probing in their quest for greater knowledge. They can be misinterpreted as being lazy, however due to their love of reveling in the good stuff; this sign could happily spend hours on end making love, napping, taking a long bubble bath or dallying over an incredible spread of rich foods. Pigs tend to make wonderful life partners due to their hearts of gold and their love of family. Even so, pigs can be rather exclusive, choosing to spend time with those who will appreciate them most and ignore the rest of the populace. Pigs would do well to realize that there's more to life than being needed. When they open up their world to a diverse group of people, they will truly bloom.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

BAKASYON GRANDE!!!!!

today is the start of my 2 consecutive vacation leave from the office!!!WOW!!!...hahahahaha...my GOSH!!! think about this, last tuesday our queue was sooooo full...it went about 3,000+ claims...whadda'??? when i saw it i wanna cry, parang di mauubos kaya there's no time to blog or whatsoever...so we did an overtime just to minimize the number on the queues but still, it didn't went down to 2000+...i stayed in the office till 10pm and i'm sooooo damn tired...morning came...2800+ claims in the queue...aaahhhh...AYOKO NA!!! image2 processed 140 claims...first time ever ito!!! then, hindi pa naubos so, we went for an overtime again...this time till 11 pm...but the goodnews is naubos na namin...hhhaaayyy...what a relief...kaso paguwi...sobrang wla na kong lakas, i'm too tired, very very tired!!! my body don't feel anything, i felt sooo numb, siguro sa sobrang stress...buti na lang naubos na...!!!

anyways, byways, hi-ways!!! as i said earlier i am on leave till tomorrow...saya!!!...for today wla akong ginawa kundi matulog at kumain....tomorrow i'll try to relax, i'll try to do the i things never dared to do in my entire life...abangan nyo na lang kung ano ang mga gagawin ko...kung may nagbabasa man ng blog ko...hehehehehehehehe...