ANOTHER SAD DAY :(
i'm trying not to be affected by al leaving the company, but hell....i can't do it....first was randy, then ronn, and now al...the closest friends i have here in the office -- GONE just like the wind it just passes....i was not blogging about it coz i don't want to think about it but here it is, this is reality...the feeling sucks!!!
just now, al talked to me and to my other team mates and he told us that today is his last day...nag joke pa si iya na "crissel, naiwan ka na wala ka bang balak na sumunod???" haaaayyyy....sobrang nakakalungkot...i know that all i can see today is al laughing, talking to people, making jokes but inside is a person crying for he will be leaving his friends and his team here, eventhough i know a part of him is happy because at last he will be set free from the four walls of this office inside alboi is a lonely heart and a shocked one believe me....by the way, his last day was only announced today.... :(
i don't know what to feel...when ronn left us, we promised to hold on but i guess holding on also means asking yourself are you still happy....can't blame al for leaving and i always say do what makes you happy and do the things that you think can make you a better person...do it now and do it fast...
now, i'm in front of my pc and tears are falling from my eyes...i'm both happy and sad at the same time, happy that he's moving on and doing what he thinks is right but sad coz all the 3 of them already left me...and still i'm here wandering what i'm doing, what i want to do, what i wanna be...
al, i will be sad coz i will not see you anymore here in the office, wala ng magdadala sa kin ng mcdo and wala na kong kakwentuhan about everything....but i'm sure this will not be the last, i believe in the friendship that we've made di ka naman tulad ni ronn diba....just wanna wish you good luck on your life especially on your chosen path, you know that i will always be here come what may!!!! God bless al....don't forget to go to church every sunday ha para di kita mashado mamiss okei!!! luv yah!!!!
just now, al talked to me and to my other team mates and he told us that today is his last day...nag joke pa si iya na "crissel, naiwan ka na wala ka bang balak na sumunod???" haaaayyyy....sobrang nakakalungkot...i know that all i can see today is al laughing, talking to people, making jokes but inside is a person crying for he will be leaving his friends and his team here, eventhough i know a part of him is happy because at last he will be set free from the four walls of this office inside alboi is a lonely heart and a shocked one believe me....by the way, his last day was only announced today.... :(
i don't know what to feel...when ronn left us, we promised to hold on but i guess holding on also means asking yourself are you still happy....can't blame al for leaving and i always say do what makes you happy and do the things that you think can make you a better person...do it now and do it fast...
now, i'm in front of my pc and tears are falling from my eyes...i'm both happy and sad at the same time, happy that he's moving on and doing what he thinks is right but sad coz all the 3 of them already left me...and still i'm here wandering what i'm doing, what i want to do, what i wanna be...
al, i will be sad coz i will not see you anymore here in the office, wala ng magdadala sa kin ng mcdo and wala na kong kakwentuhan about everything....but i'm sure this will not be the last, i believe in the friendship that we've made di ka naman tulad ni ronn diba....just wanna wish you good luck on your life especially on your chosen path, you know that i will always be here come what may!!!! God bless al....don't forget to go to church every sunday ha para di kita mashado mamiss okei!!! luv yah!!!!
posted by crissel at 8:40 AM
1 Comments:
ayyy... sorry for making u sad... pero hold your tears... sa tuesday pa po last day ko ha hah a....
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