muddled thoughts!!!!: May 2005

Friday, May 27, 2005

FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME!!!

yesterday was the last day of ronn in the office.....al and i went on leave for us 3 to bond bago man lang lumipat si ronn......we meet at mocha blends, actually the plan is we meet at 8 but i'm late for about 5 to 10 mins. lang naman but the hell, ronn was very late as in very late, he came at past 9am already, we're very hungry na nga eh.....dami pa daw kasing nagpapicture....by the way, his subordinates gave a caricature of him and wrote dedications at the back.....the dedications his friends gave him are sooo funny.....then we ate breakfast had a little chitchat and then we went to megamall to watch a movie, since the movie will start at 12:40 and we're there earlier we decided to go on malling first, good for al and me coz we need to buy a white shirt for the sportsfest.....when we are about to pay for the t-shirts we noticed an open cashier cubicle so what we did was play "cashier-cashieran"........ano ba namang tingnan kami ng mga tao sa mall.......we just wanna have fun!!!! al played the role of the cashier and ronn played the role of the customer then i took a picture of them........then 12:40 came we went inside the movie house and watched "the house of wax".......it's not really a horror movie but a very morbid and thrilling one.....i went on screaming and cursing coz it's really a suspense film......after the movie, ronn needs to go home coz he have to rest, but before ronn went on he promised that it will not be the last time we'll see each other, and i was very happy to hear it from him......then al and i went to the office for the cheering practice......while walking to the office al and i had a very serious talk....we said to each other "tayo na lang, let's be strong for one another" then we held hands and promised each other to be strong and we'll not mind other people who pushes us down, we'll lift ourselves up and remain sturdy in times of trouble.....we'll hold on no matter what.....

i really had fun yesterday....walang ibang iniisip.....nag-enjoy lang and the bonding was there......hope na maulit yung ganun......sarap mag-leave......!!!!!!!!

for the very first time, nakasama namin si ronn sa ganung gimik, for the very first time i really didn't thought of work......for the very first time i think i've learned to let go somehow.....i'm so happy about it, coz it just means that i'm getting mature (o diba!!!!)............

"being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. it just means you've decided to see life beyond the imperfections. so don't say you're happy coz everything's alright, be happy coz everything sucks but you're doin' just fine"

Thursday, May 26, 2005

THE COUNTDOWN CONTINUES…..

Last night na ni ronn tonight sa office, after that he’ll have a new job na…a new challenge to face….i’m excited for him, I know he really likes his new found job….. good luck na lang po!!! 1 more night and he’s gone….kawawa naman ang “CORNBITS HEARTTHROB” fans club, maiiwan na sila ng idol nila……anyways, forgot to tell you na may isang associate na nagpasign ng autograph kay ronn (o san ka pa!!!! sikat!!!!) hehehehehehe :) can’t help it but to laugh out loud…..grabe ang charms ni mr. Ronald Chan…..wala na kong pagtatawanan sa mga ganung bagay lam nyo naman na ang friend kong si ronn ay isang artist…….(char!!!) i will be on leave tomorrow kasi my lakad kami, just to bond with ronn for the last time.....(pero sana hindi...) baka kasi makalimot na si ronn pag lumipat sya.....you know naman new found friends sa new found office which by the way is healthy.....

i don't wanna say goodbye.... know why??? di naman sya mamamatay or mawawala, he will still be there yun nga lang ibang company na....i'd rather say it this way....."it's not yet goodbye, it's just see you sometime...." o diba better, mas maganda pakinggan kasi parang nakakalungkot naman pag goodbye!!!!!

countdown continues din for the sportsfest.....nxt week na yun!!!! i'm so tired physically.....ayoko ng stress.....sobra na ko sa ganun!!!! haaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy........naku!!!! tinamaan ng magaling....ako napapagod??? bago un ah.....di ata marunong katawan ko nun.....matulog nga di ako marunong, mapagod pa....(char!!!) sa susunod ang sasabihin ko na "ding, ang bato!!!!" hehehehe :) pasensya na ha.....corny ako ngayon.....wala nang magawa dito sa office eh......

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

WORDS OF WISDOM

Standing for
what you
believe in,
Regardless of the
odds against you,
and the pressure that tears at your
resistance, means courage

Keeping a smile on your face,
When inside you feel like dying,
For the sake of supporting others,
means strength

Stopping at nothing,
And doing what's in your heart,
You know is right, means determination

Doing more than is expected,
To make another's life a little more bearable,
Without uttering a single complaint,
means compassion

Helping a friend in need,
No matter the time or effort,
To the best of your ability, means loyalty

Giving more than you have, and
expecting nothing
But nothing in return, means selflessness

Holding your head high,
And being the best you know you can be
When life seems to fall apart at your feet,
Facing each difficulty with the confidence
That time will bring you better tomorrows,
And never giving up,
means confidence. -- Unknown

------------------>GANDA DIBA!!!! hope we all have these characteristics.......God bless!!!!!

Thursday, May 19, 2005

APAT PA KAMI!!!

cpk...yum...yum...
Originally uploaded by crissel.

this picture was taken sometime in february.....apat pa kami dyan, nagtreat si randy sa California Pizza Kitchen coz he's already resigned that time....after naging tatlo kami....and soon magiging dalawa na lang....al and i will be left here in the office coz as i said before in my previous entry ronn is resigning....7 days from now...baka sa susunod na picture wala nang tao... hehehehe :) kelan kya uli mauulit yung ganitong picture?????? hhhhhmmmmmmmmm i'm wondering......baka nde na :(

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

REALLY SAD!!!

i believe that this is one of the saddest and lowest days here in Accenture.......May, the closest trainor i had with the star team already resigned, her last day was friday.......and today many colleagues of mine told me about the resignation of ronn, although i knew about it, it still bothers me....i'm really sad about ronn leaving Accenture.....ronn is the closest friend i have here in the office, if not the closest -- he's one of the few, my confidant and my "bestfriend" (char!) :).....i'll miss my bud!!! his songs, his jokes, especially the effort to make me feel better......mababawasan na yung makikinig sa mga kalokohan ko!!!! :) but i guess this is just the way it is........it will be hard for the people close to him pero.....ganun talaga yun......i just really hope he'll be happy in his chosen path....i'm happy for him rin it's just that i'm the person who's having a really hard time letting go.........siguro eto yung gustong ituro ni God sa kin...."crissel, don't be too attached to anyone or to anything, remember nothing is permanent, learn to detach.....let go......and this too shall pass...." ---------- may i learn to let go.....marami nang umalis and i've never learned the lesson baka maging tuloy tuloy, lahat ng tao mawala....wag naman sana :( .....this will be another challenge to face!!!! gud luck and God bless to you bud.....if ever you need someone i will still be here for you, i hope you'll be happy on your chosen field.....balitaan mo ko ha....i will really miss you!!! i love you friend!!!! mwaaaahhhh :)

Saturday, May 14, 2005

PROMISE -- POSITIVE!!!

it's 9:30 in the morning....i'm here in the office....still in image training.....my brain is so tired, if only my mind can speak it will shout that it will be heard by the aliens in the next planet.....what we're doing is sooooooooooooo confusing.......mind boggling and very exhausting.....anyweiz, i know i can manage to be more understanding and give more focus on this....God be with me!!!

another thing, it's may's last day today!!!! sad n0h....but we can do nothing it's her choice, sa bagay akong ngang bago gusto magresign, what more sya na matagal na dito......

hhhhmmmmm.....if i can remember it right, i'm not having a very good day since tuesday.....maybe i'm just tired and stressed.....i'll be very busy on the coming days and weeks coz we're preparing for the project's sportsfest.....hope we all have fun, eventhough it will be very strenuous.....(crissel!!!! what the heck!!!! why are you soooo negative??? soooo negastar!!!)

i'm sorry, can't help it especially nowadays.......sige i'll stop it na........i'll be more positive na!!!! i'll hub my attention to the bright side, coz if i remember it right, i was the one who said that no one damaged their eyesight by looking at the brighter side of life......!!! this too shall pass.....there is no such thing as permanent here on earth, evrything is only temporary......

tama na nga parang wla nang mga koneksyon yung mga sinusulat ko!!!!! today's a challenge for me....first, to always look at the brighter side of life.....second, to be happy for other people and learn to detach from them.....and last is to be happy for myself and be content with what i have.....i'll make other people smile coz from there i'll get my own strength........

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

I'M TIRED!!!! SOOOOOO TIRED!!!!

it started yesterday, sunday. it's mother's day!!! i attended the 7am service and the message is sooooo good....it's for the mommies....the title is "WHEN M MEETS OTHER" o diba!!!! :) pastora ruth described what a mother means.....

1.) MOTHER means EMPATHY
2.) MOTHER means SACRIFICE
3.) MOTHER means GOD-FEARING

diba ganda!!!! basta all i can say is lahat yan nasa mama ko!!!! my mom is the best in the whole world.

then, 9:30 came i talked to pastora linda and she i asked kung my post-com....she said meron dapat nga si jojie magli-lead kasi inatake sya ng asthma kya ako muna pumalit.....nakakakaba nung una kasi syempre you don't know what to expect from them and what they expect from you.....nung natapos okei naman sila wala kaming ginawa kundi tumawa ng tumawa....i think they enjoyed naman my company and the way i teach.....

after that, i went to the OJ's 29th year anniversary and naglead kmi ni cathie ng singspiration.....ramdam na ramdam ko ang sobrang init sa labas ang lansa pa ng hangin para kasing yung amoy ng manila bay eh umaabot sa church......

tapos, pahinga konti......sunday school naman ng 3pm....san ka pa lagarista ang lola mo!!! after that nalaman ko na babalik si ate ynah and abbu at mag-aassist na si kathy o diba ang saya....dadami na uli kami si rachele na lang kulang....natuwa nga si shad and pastora linda eh....nawalan sila ng isang alalahanin..... :)

by the way, sobrang init pla kahapon as in grabe!!! yung parang ang lagkit ng feeling ba kapag dinikit mo yung kamay mo di na matatanggal.......hehehehe :) after sunday school.....we had a meeting naman about the retreat on sunday.... can't wait.....saya siguro nun....and theme namin "re-commitment" o diba renewal of vows.... :)

then, kumain kami ni leth and ate ynah sa Kenny Rogers daming kwento tpos nakauwi na ko 11:30 pm na.....san ka pa....kala ko end of my day......then i realized na my laro pa pla ko ng badminton tommorow with jv and jk.....

today came, i woke up at around 6:30 am to prepare my things na rin.....nagkita kami nila jv ng 9:30 dito sa ubp.....tpos naglaro kami sa platinum sa ugong, pasig....layo n0h.....at 1pm we left then we dropped jk sa megamall......eto na ang simula ng sobrang nakakapagod na paglalakbay!!!!

after we dropped jk sa megamall we went to banaue to get a new headlight for jv's car, nabangga kasi sya nung umaga.....after that we ate our lunch at Burger King to meet iya na rin.....tpos we went to shell gasoline station to have change of oil.....after waiting....we then went to a car wash and wait again.....tapos hinatid ni jv yung car sa tito nya and dumiretso kmi dito sa ubp via cab....now i'm here doing this entry just to release my very tired spirit.... :) hehehehe joke lang!!!! :) to tell you honestly, i really enjoyed going out with them, tawa lang kami ng tawa.....laglagan dito, tablahan dun......mga adik!!!!!! yes it's tiring and very hot but inspite of it i really enjoyed this day!!!!!

Saturday, May 07, 2005

BAGO NA SYA!!!!!

yehhhheeeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! i have a new template for my blog!!!!! i don't know what got into me at bigla akong nagbago ng template.....siguro i needed change a li'l bit......i mean in everything i do.....i need to change my routine, my environment and somehow my character..... :) i hope that this will have a good result on everyone around......

haaaaaaayyyyy......i'll be having a very busy schedule this month......retreats, reunions, and by the way did i tell you na i'll be teaching the post-confirmands, these are kids ages 11 up.....saya!!! magiging hectic nga lang pero it's okei, i love naman what i do :) another challenge to face.....can't wait, i'm excited :)

that was the good news......for the bad news......alam mo ba daming nagresign dito sa work!?! kae regis, mae, doc and soon ronn.....sad but i must face it, it's just reality....as i always say: "if you're not happy, let go!!!!" eh di ayan..... they let go...... hehehehehehe :) sana lang maging masaya sila......i really hope they'll be happy and content in their chosen path.....God bless and good luck para sa kanilang lahat......i'm sad at the same time very happy that they did what makes them happy........ako???? i have plans to resign but di pa ngayon......i promise that i'll be strong and finish my contract.....sana magawa ko!!!!!! good luck sa ating lahat!!!!!