STUPID ME!
To be stupid, this is the very much meaning of loving. And that’s what happened to me…I’m being used but I can’t let go, hinahayaan ko lang…
Everybody thinks I’m strong, they think that I’m happy but inside me is a fainted heart, too weak to move, sometimes too tired to love, drained by all the love that’s been given, exhausted in trying to understand everything that’s happening, vulnerable in believing something, helpless when he says sorry, defenseless when he’s being sweet, and coward in facing the reality that he will never love me. The only thing he can offer is pity, that’s what he has for me…
Nonetheless, I’m happy to have that pity for in that pathetic manner, I have his attention and somehow I have him…
Everybody thinks I’m strong, they think that I’m happy but inside me is a fainted heart, too weak to move, sometimes too tired to love, drained by all the love that’s been given, exhausted in trying to understand everything that’s happening, vulnerable in believing something, helpless when he says sorry, defenseless when he’s being sweet, and coward in facing the reality that he will never love me. The only thing he can offer is pity, that’s what he has for me…
Nonetheless, I’m happy to have that pity for in that pathetic manner, I have his attention and somehow I have him…
posted by crissel at 6:56 AM
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