\ muddled thoughts!!!!: March 2007

Saturday, March 10, 2007

TODAY

what happened today, will never happen tomorrow.so whatever hurt i have inside me should only be felt today alone; learn to let go of the pain for if I don't, i will never be happy...never settle with the problems, i know that it'll pass...the pain i feel is because i looked yesterday without facing the present and considering the future. i know i should deal with what is being offered to me, may it be good or bad, this will make me a better person...


i should be careful, i know...but i never learn...i'm again facing another challenge...can i get out of it??still questioning myself about it...it's just soooo damn hard falling on the ground, broken then trying to get up and fix yourself so that others may think you're okei and doing fine...but nevertheless, you know deep inside you you almost look like shit and you feel so stupid, what can be worst than that huh?


happiness is a choice, i wanted it and i choose it over sadness, anger, hatred, bitterness and whatever. hopefully, someone will help me get out of this mess i have in my life...

heeelllloooo someone, where are you? show yourself please and let me know what i should do to fix my life...i'm waiting...waiting...waiting...