\ muddled thoughts!!!!: October 2005

Friday, October 28, 2005

I'M BACK!!!!

WELCOME BACK TO ME!!!! after a month ngayon lang uli ako nag-update ng blog ko...honestly speaking mejo wala kasing magandang kwento tungkol sa kin, if there is that is too personal to be written here, that will be kept inside a different blog...hehehehehe...
wazzup' with me??? as i said, nothing much...tuloy pa din ang buhay...i just have this story for those who reads my blog...
something happened last september that i didn't expected at all to happen, as in i didn't had a clue that it was coming or it will be coming...i will not disclose the whole story but i think you should know...i saw my ex-bestfriend?! at church after eons ago - i don't know when it started basta mahabang kwento un but nevertheless i was happy to see him then after 2 days i texted him saying i was glad to see him again, and guess what he didn't replied to that...i would like to think positive that he didn't replied because he has no load or whatsoever and it's not his character ever since to do such thing...i really felt embarrassed...but came Sunday i had to get off from the church earlier because i'll have a family dinner to attend to. we didn't went to RP manila because we want to be somewhere that we don't usually go so we went to this mall somewhere on earth...then we set off to the national bookstore to buy something...to my surprise and to my shock!!! i saw a very familiar face, at first, i thought i was just hallucinating but it's him, my ex-bestfriend! whadda???? of all the places in the world, who would have thought we'll be bumping in each other's path again here in a mall very far away from the both of us...after the embarrassing moment...i can't believe it...eto ang pamatay, we were standing at 1 ft. away and yet we didn't said a thing...it's very very impossible for him not to see me coz i'm standing right in front of his face...anyways, after the incident i really don't know what to feel...some of my friends said "hayaan mo na sya, it's not your loss!!!" which is right...i just realized then that i did my thing, i reached out and tried but it didn't worked out, one more thing that i realized is i still have my hang-ups with my ex-bestfriend, maybe it's meant to happen and baka hanggang dito na lang talaga...
okidoki, enough said...to the good part naman, night shift na kami yey!!! i really like working at nighteventhough it's kindda' sleepy, konting adjustment lang...grabe ngyon nga di na ko inaantok...bilis ko ngamagprocess dami ko namang error hehehehehehe :) okei lang, that's part of learning and part of growing up as i may say...hehehehehe :)
o sya hanggang dito na lang po muna...till next time...bye bye! *wink*