haaaaaaaaaayyyyy........
i'm here in the office...it's our break....i didn't have much sleep....as i went on my way here i'm thinking why did God let me be friends with people that will just stay for a short time in my life....yung tipong jive agad kayo, masarap silang kasama tapos you know na they already left their footprints in your life, tapos magiging ganun yung situation....they need to go....it'll be hard for me as in very hard but i need to accept it....i think that's reality, i think that's life....mahirap lang kasi i've been attached to these people, and right now i'm thinking that letting them go will not be as easy as 1...2....3....kanina i was talking to God and i'm telling Him how unfair the world is....sa bagay sino nga namang nagsabi na life is fair??? i was shedding my tears while walking on my way to ubp....and talking to my very long trusted friend made me feel that i am not alone and never will be...nagtatampo nga ako sa kanya eh kasi naman why do i have to feel this kind of pain? however, having a thought of what his promises are, like "i will never leave you nor forsake you" and "i will always be here" which are tried and tested promises already, made me feel that i will never be alone for He is there beside me.....it's not easy to lose a friend but i guess that's part of growing up and that's also a part of life, kung pwede lang na lahat ng bagay gawin mo para lang di sila mawala, i think i will do everything but it will be too selfish of me to do that....i want them to be happy kahit na masaktan ako...why? coz i love them....they may not know it but i really do....with every smile and every laugh i share with them it just makes me feel worse sometimes but in that way i know that i'm leaving my own footprints in their lives....i really hope to feel better soon, and i know i will....i will be very happy if they will stay but if they can't it's okei, i know it will be for our own good and maybe for the better or for the best....i believe God is at work, He has His plans for us....may His will be done!!!
posted by crissel at 11:24 PM
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hi crisel... sorry for being rude to leave you earlier... i really got to do something important... anyway... whoever is that person that you were saying maybe may plan si God for both of you na mas maganda na magkalayo kayo... malay mo temporary lang yun right? cheer up! madami ka pa ibang kaibigan kaya wag ka masyado malungkot! ingat ka palagi friend mamimiss ko kayo lahat sa night shift! (eto di ko tlga tinigilan hangga't di ko na edit!!) ha ha ha! have a nice day!
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